my personal delusions : or 'choices' of it...
are based on few delusions : time is an illusion..
'choices' decide 'time' of 'things'..
and lots of dem.
and i ll try to explain it ... in best of my abilities..
logic behind - delusions.
for a moment : assume time is an illusion..
like a book : written in 0 bc...u reading it 'now'...makes it real..
the experience of it : the conclusion of it : the idea of author.
...similar to the dark lol bleh blah i bleh here...
now : thing of your 'choices' in now..
L0 : what to wear
L1 : how to carry it off : accessories, purpose
L2 : why even do it?
u can apply this 'framework' to any of your 'choices'..
in any of the metaverses - pers, pro or intersection of it.
all i am trying to tell u...
..if on all those L0, L1, L2 layers of 'do'..
there is a past which decides the 'now'..
unless there is a 'u thoth'...which decides the future of it..
it is quite simple.
is the the reason : veronicas never learn..
past -> now -> future -> past ..
and never satiating desires of reliving a past with new variables..
never being able to relive the same 'feels'..
without working on 'why' of it...
just 'feels' of it...
it is likey being blind..
thirsty ... all the 'time'.
...for me ... it was the eyes..
the voice ..
and the soul of it all...
she thoth deception is her game..
...she lost herselves.. to her deceptive smile.