"दीया तले अँधेरा"

"दीया तले अँधेरा"
(Diya Tale Andhera) is a Hindi idiom meaning darkness under the lamp...
...see : i was not much for symbology, coincidences : effects of 'names'..

it was like : symbols were scremaing at me..
for balancing 'feels' vs 'logic'..

the 18 months of darkness..
were my way of making sense of delusions of 'names'..

when i said : "i like the name"...
i really meant it..

it is the irony of name : it is a thing : in motion..
it requires fuel : to light up the world : a purpose of word...
fuel : as well as the cotton string of it..

fuel : is the stable bois..
and the cotton wick : is the amits..
it is how diya is supposed to work...

and den : leo-ness of it : was just too : loud.

it was me trying to outlogic me : that logic should work..
but logic : aint function of veronica : its amits' function : holy twin flames.

courage : the leo function : never works..

further thoughts...

the hidden hack of leos : is the king of day thing..
a time thing...
amits make dem queen for a day : in 'now'..
and stable bois' time : always lost in making her a queen in future.