s5, e4
mommie veronica is angry most of the times..
when amit leaves her alone..
she cant make sense out of 'anger'..
as she was unable to make sense out of puppy love..
anger is with every1 : the metaverse is not 'obeying' her..
the pretty looks : are not helping..
somehow : she comes off as crooked..
the looks : have transformed..
maybe it is the perpetual 'smile'..which she is forced to wear..
she doesnt know : what changed..
the 'charms' : are not working ..
the 'threads' are brighter..
the brands : are louder..
the money : speaks..
but the reaction : is missing...
the smiles : are not being 'returned'.
the words : the flirting and the holy googley throne of amit metaverse..
is not obeying 'orders' as the queen said..
it is the 'essense'..
she has taken over amti's essence in words, temperament ..and methods..
she saw amit as 'perfect' - daddy/daddie - all in 1..
and with him : she became that : all in all...
but it is a lot of masks : to be worn 24x7..
it is a lot of work : with lot of 'truths'..
and no 'results'.
the future : is writitng itself : with ego of veronica..
the identity of her page 3 : cant undo the 'truths' spoken..
yet realities of 3d : are forcing her to produce 'proof' of meetings..
and love and harassment off it...
ironically, she is fighting for 'family' : the twisted, dumb bollywood version of it..
she should : as she did and would..
coz those 'choices' : led her here in 40x 'senior' years of charm..
and cosistency of dem : amit after stable boi and spiral of dem..
but this game is googley..
money
fame
looks
...all on line..
devi mommy veronica : has no 'choice'..
she has to 'fight' and 'win'..
but her 'win' : is impossible...
in either ways : it ends 'alone' ..
growth is not optional, and love is not a given..
both require 'work' and 'faith'...
teens -> 40 : should ve taught her that..
but bollywood 'education' : is hard to undo..