this holy and holly religious marriage..
was my worst experience of extending 'equality' to the 'unequal'...
..in mind and in matter : yet proud of no legacy surname..
the problem with 'poor' lig/mig klass peeps..
is not really 'opportunity'..
it is really : how dey think..
and den : choose to blame..
rather than work.
coz work : can lead to heartbreak..
a realization : that global world gives 2 hoots about ancestral glory of laxy..
or the victimness of suffering..
or how hard lifey was to hook up wifeys..
it is about work : skill and how it felt..
how u made dem 'feel'..
and how it made u feel.
vulnerable?
lost?
defeated?
demeaned?
all of those things : facing all of those feelings head on ...
is bravery.
rest is kukness justified by shortest distance to..
0 bc books
gandhi-ness
ancestor kuk-ness
or just : weak in body/mind
and thats just individual problem of cope..
it is not really about winning..
it is about defining your 'win'..
and making sure u land dere : coz its 'your' win..
not page 3.
hence no 0 bc religion : without logic..
coz for pentidasses : dey would ve done exactly the same as masons..
if allowed..
it is all nepotism and mental incest : justifed by 'money' and '0 bc books'.