amit bro...
...by now : u must ve repenting the moment : u 'chose' me.. 🤣
..i told u a year ago : must ve dont something special : to be assigned to me..
lookey amti boi : none of this is 'new' to me..
ask my sister's ex boyfriends : and soon : in laws..
...me no nicey when in flow..
things changed after dad ded..
filling in his shoes : his page 3 personna..
was quite taxing for me..
in a way ; u reminded me of who i am : was..
when alone : when in corner..
those instincts : never go away..
they become rare..
and this was google : and lots of dem..
this called for it : a special..
it wasnt ever about the mommy veronica..
i was saner ... not teens..
and i ve lived my life...beyond bihar..
i am quite 'glad' now : we are not even started in page 3..
further thoughts...
come to think of it : once u had a high of beating an older guy..
it just becomes an acquired taste..
u dint know what u hunted..
to me : the cosmic joke : is you 'chosing' me..
..i think you were lead to me..
in some grand scheme of things...
paap ka ghada : bhar chuka tha ..
and u needed the guy who had the biggest stick...'hidden'.
the other cosmic joke : which is the darkest 1..
i think mommy veronica : was just a medium : for this 'lesson' to be told.
it was always about us : elderly love and 0.