value and 'ego' : make choices : a lot more confusing : difficult
imposter syndrome : is a known thing at google..
maybe old google : people using dem skills to make awesome stuff...
and wen new peeps join in ..
it looks : impossible to be relatable..
worthy of the same - brand.
likey all things : imposter syndrom : is relative..
bosses of words : karan/mitesh : are easy men who go easy with bleh blah...
it is likey the 'rate of words' is supposed to make up for 'lil impact'..
so to earn their googleyness : dey spend 'time'..
more of 'leadership' with 'teamwork'...
the team becomes : googley : and hence dem
but team is made of capable peeps : who can work in 'time'..
rhythm of sorts
: a belief in each others' skills
: and hence estimation of 'time'..
reliability : repute : brand.
sales is about illusions..
team work is an illusion which baldies hacked..
4 years : -ve growth..
and i am the 1 who is non -googley..
maybe being googley is a 2 lakh/ 8Billion thing..
being a codeparity thing is a 1/ 8 B thing..
which bowled a googley for self proclaimed googleys..
bowled : respect of balding : makes it difficult..
thats why ai is better than baldies..
it is objective : not subjective.
further thoughts...
to be never been a googley : but fluke at 55+ years..
or swindler
or below common iq
...is the legacy already known.
being kicked out : would be just : proof..
all the best baldies : how is it part of being a 0 sum game of ur own creation ?
looks likey a spicy relatable middle klass - story.
what was my 'win'..
that was the most important question to ask...
validation by google?
victim play?
or veronica's 'ownership'?
or fear of judgement?
....i dint like any of 'it'...
my win : was about making a new life...which dint have stupid entitled...
for the kid and his 'now'.