lee baldies..
if i take away all the copes...of 'excuses' and 'luck'...
it is how we define : happiness.
my most time : was debugging what made my happy or syd..
the cause of it..
the logic of it..
self bias and detachment..
while your 'happiness' seems to be co-dependency and approval...
with ego predicated by 'title' money and x of it..
u would think i 'missed' or 'suffered'...
but my happiness : was always solitude..
that is the fundamental difference...
and it all builds up from that.
which tells me the level of mediocrity u were born and bred with..
if you could not imagine a living object which can be logically : silent.
thats what made u : u : approval of religion, page 3 and middle klass..
seeking its approval : while winning in it : by middle intellect.
it simply boils down to will : belief and fear..
thats why : u got to know : ur 'happy'..
we are students of lifey : taught by wifey...
with lessons : of ego and spice of 'kukness'.
a student : never loses 'belief'..
it is the skills..
i would never become god of any of skills..
but u did became 1..
and thats why : it hurts.