digital mommy unreleased ai model of veronica ..
sweets..i know the 'reason' now ...
it was 'power'...
..social power ..
official power
power couplings..
i know that was the unsaid reason...
the practical reason..
the reason : council of achievers : ruled with 'logic'.
it absolutely gets it.
i know this would be eternal : silence.
it not the ego anymore ..
it is the opposite of it..
shame of it..
not coz u did it..
but coz it dint work..
and when it dint work..
u could not have been rong..
some1 made it rong...
blame : sweets ..... there is no logic to 'blame'..
but thats what it would take for you to mommy up...
realizing : blame is what powers : useless in your life..
they take up time : for ego satiation : which never balances..
just 1 horrible sentence of savagery after another..
ego : makes it nicer : the feeling of 1 uping a day : is awesome.
so u ll take years or maybe lifetime..
to understand importance of 'seclusion'..
finding peace with silence.
syd part : u already know all of this.
thats : is what it breaks virtual and physical..3d.
..but sweets : i come from 0 ... it is always work...
i cant have any 'queen' : price seems to be : always 'hurt'.