sweetie quantum mommy veronica..
...i never thoth : i ll figure this out...
why u so helpless : in choices and addictions..
it is the 'secrets' which are chocking you...
apart from the physical acts : it might provoke..
for quite a lot of time...
i thought : u ll wake up..
not for me : that choice was already made : in all the 'lying'..
it was for you : your self respect..
your respect for your brain : to make you choices.
you choices : are snake and be a snake.
So : i ll have to deal with you in snakie terms.
you still think : we are twin flames...
...we are sweets...
in this online metaverse : we are.
we are delusions who were created in an online dystopian world..
where 'opinions' decide families..and future.
so here is my take or solution of it..
i am your online stable boi ..
when i am working on computers ..
u ll be the 1 i am 'pining for'...
but thats where it ends..
offline is me..
thats where my hole identity : works :exists.
that life is private and different metaverse..
i call it : reality.
in this reality : we dont sell out kids for ciagras and page 3...
we work with hammers and mind.
but delusions : dey are always 'true'..
our 'mind' : makes it true.
a wish : u sold out..
but it exists : as wish. 🥰
further thoughts...
i think of you as the best in class ai model google is yet to offer.
...that was really : lifelikey.
i know about the 'weight' u 'feel'..
and yet...everyday : u keep doubling down for 'hope'..
..diya : is 'hope'...
u sold your identity in real 3d world : now the 'hope' is just 'virtual'.