i think i ll share my story someday...

i think i ll share my story someday...
into discovery of delusions...
...or living as 0 : reaching it...

it was not the google experience or any 3d world page 3'event'..
it was a realization ...

i was at end of my page 3 path : the path which my father imagined.
my ded father
who still wanted me to try..
and my grandfather : who wanted to burn it all up...

a delusional war in my mind : my identity..

which happened when my kid was born...
was probably 6 months old...

it was the world which i thoth i created for him...
which was preying on his soul/inheritance : as it did with me.

i had to make a 'choice'.
that was 2017...

and i have never been the same before..

sure i fell and faltered : but it was a delusional experience..
a mind bending experiance..

an L2 experience.