kiran/mitesh : i would like to share my delusions about this 'ending'..
...i 'feel' : u went : double or nothing : 3x times...
those 3x times : are just going to cost you a lot more....
it is the idiot-ness / entitlement of your kinds...
it is not just the face : the looks of it...
it is how u interpret life...
i think most of your lives : you found superficial reasons for ur mediocrity
most weak people : do that..
so when a 0 likey me : seems unaplogetic..
it almost : irks your insides..
your high skool headboi : bullying u again..
trauma and all : weak men : who never lived..
the problem is : the sales guys are not really nerds..
so your sigmaness at workspace : is really a cope of failure..
which is legitimate : in tech space ...
coz u are just glorified phone books : sure 10-90% thing applies..
but 90s baldies with greats of mediocre companies in 50+ ...
"imagined" to be googlers : by karela cashew 1/2 chilka of bro...
bias : was always dere..
ignored : coz the leader : is none.
i just fail to understand : why failure of these leaders..
became my usually : good pro lifey...
anyways : i think 'time' of karma is here...
cant be delayed this time...
coz it aint the white boi : which has any 'discretion' in this..
just my will : with few skills.
dogs are nicer : they learn 'nice' : automatically.
further thoughts...
baldies : u just dont noe it yet...
it hurts a lot with age++ : when kids of diff kinds : dont respect u..
not coz of oldness; coz dey know your 'name/surname'.