sweet auntie veronicas...
i ve realized : we are old peeps 🫠
...i know : i am not as 26 as you...would never bee.. 😇
sure : anything i say or do : makes u think : it is about u : any/all
I dont know what to tell u...
it is a process...
revisiting pasts : or stack : to find things to 'solve'..
few memories : stand out..
they are your 1s : the big 1s'...which seem like a big building..
as you drive past the haunting : your past ..
those big buildings : are the metaverses we created and cherished..
some part of our soul/attention : still lives dere..
coz denying a 1 in past ... which still makes u go back to it..
is being : egoistic
for me : those big buildings : had a lot of questions..
why did the effort failed..why is that building incomplete..
or fell..
it is not 'feelings' after a while ...it becomes 'why'..
same as other 'whys' ...
it is not about the 'impact' or 'time' of these fallen buildings..
but why we built dem..
and why dey still are there : in past : sometimes haunting..
sometimes lit : with hope.
when dey become 'why'...it becomes logic..
it becomes about foundations : the reasons for it..
and what becomes apparent ..
the engineering was never there..
it was a wish : a home in sky : with no gravity, water or electric
it becomes same as other - moments..
illogical : where an engineer : stopped listening to 'logic'
but this is about eternally 'hopeful' veronicas...
bollywood told u to be optimistic ..
and thats your 'choice' : in consistency with 'past' of dem.
A levelled path : land : makes it quite 'nice'..no haunting..
just physics. where gravity works and time moves : forward.
cant help your stalking : sweets...but i hope u learn..
not fall in love with 'word'.
tc : i just have to make peace with it..
my demolition is complete : feels airy. new.