for me : i like the raw bleh blah : not for egoistic purposes..
..just for the rawness in dem ... unapologetic expression of dem..
..sure : it sounds bad, crass and all things which we dont write..
it is the irony of this world or what we call - growing up
i believe its like a shell of identitites...which we are forced to wear..
Initially : coz we want to 'grow up' and earn..
and as it goes along : the identity becomes part of it..
and it makes us : a bit hard : yet shallow at the same time...
consider the degree of btech...which allowed me to be named 'engineer'..
those 4 years : anything but engineering.
worst college, worst frustrated teachers : teaching mugging via frustration..
making bricks of logic : precision of dem..
who lost values for money : mind for approval.
the reason for this rant : is a summary..
why all of you : baldies and oldies : who know me..
and still stalk me...
are unable to do anything with your 'time'?
it is a bakra face and words : nothing more.
the google thing : worst mistake of my life : approval.
what is next to come : best mistakes of my life : coz it comes from me..
the things i need, the way i want with values of me : delusional for 55 iq muggers
home for 0s.
be on your way : stalkies...
the volfies : thats whats this about ... the 1% who want to do it..
not talk about it..
and definitely not make a party of it..
coz last 44 years :
all i ve seen is excuses of party
further thoughts...
some are cause of 'parties' - some are 'effects' of dem..
and some live for dem - parties.
call dem google / middle klass /or some 'caste/religion' function ...what it celebrates is making dependent, by dependent to make future dependent
the 1 day of god : is not the karma balance : but sort of insult of him..
i think karma works more : when no1 is watching 😵💫