i ll give u an example of toxic psy/op which u are used to...
which makes love for you : the idea of 'man'..
it is 'insults' : subtle lil 'insults'...
google baldies : would call u : 'crybaby'..(if dey have not used it already)..
dey ll use different faces for it...
to use your ego : to work against you..
reward you 'ego' of 'revenge' : with awards, money and 'hopes'..
i am just surprised : u dint caught on..
family : must ve been doing the same : for years..
it is the mothers : what dey hate in fathers :dey teach daughters..
not what the father provided for..
just what he denied dem of.
you are walking revenge of your mommy and 'sisters'.
further thoughts...
me telling u : makes u angry in 3d..
yet : somewhat 'relieved' in invisible..
lil games we created..
sweets : now the thrill of 'association' is somewhat clouding u..
u dont know the future of it..
its not 'nice'....it is the quantum ness ...
its purpose : is not love.
i just hope : kids know better.
in my delusional mind - that hellhole journey ...
was to know 'problems' and 'who causes' them...
you were the medusa : who was deputed to stop it...
in most primitive human desires and roadblocks - family..
though purpose : remained the same..
and it evolved.
the synchronicity : was a reminder : we are still to grow up..
me in idea of family..success and purpose..
for u : i dont know..
to 'win' u : i would ve had to 'insult' u : make u feel insecure..
by 'time' scarcity or just appearance of 'demand'...
thats your lil hack..
i could ve used it..
but u were a 'mom'..
i saw dem using it to on you : all of you....
but u did respect dem and did fall in love with dem...for years of dogged commitment in word and in writing.
just insults.