this would start making sense ...

11 Jul 2025

this would start making sense ...
if you take 2 variables out of your logical understanding of life..
runtime - synchronicity - why of it : all randomness of it.

u have to first make sense out of now..
this is what it is : in now..

only after with 'peace' with now..
u gets the 'focus'..
or the freedom to think for solutions..

the weird power of veronicas : is about 'focus'..
in terms of focus : veronicas have a 'power' to change your 'focus'..
abstract amount of it..
i call it : creating 'metaverses' : solving for 'changing'..

but in terms of amit : something weird happens ..
in material and in soul/feels levels..

their 'time' : feeds amits..
in all senses of words..
in all levels...

when on some level : your focus or 'real world' consequences of it..
you are bearing the cost of veronicas choices...

which feeds - amits.

it is 'complex'.
it is not binary : as 1 wants it to be : for this 1 : it is my 'career' . 🙂

further thoughts...

the 'illusion' in all this : ...
u really got no control on subconscious..
it is 1 area : which is untapped..and has consequences..
in addictions or other time delay methods of other kinds..
some are society enabled - sugar and stuff.
some are 'profitable' - alkuhul..
illusion is the 'high' of it...
the need for 'escape'...

or gradual descent of page 3 society exclusivity of 'happiness' by money...
it only goes money++ ; time++ often divergent graphs of it.

amits - and other page 3 peeps..
act as enablers of 'depression' of continuation of it..
drip feed of 'nice'...
a hamster wheel of 'approval' : which makes smilies and 'logic' of it all..
defending her insides : with complementary yet compulsory 'religion' page 3 approved paragraphs.

xombies : feeding hyenas of diff kinds : including parents and blood siblings : every around to keep her 'there' : not out of it.

in some esoteric sense : saturn creates time : to solve for 'karma'..
...it computes on all levels..
choice of a soul : to 'live' / feel a set of 'circumstances'..
time : is created..for 'purpose'.