my 'rival' .... mommy ...

my 'rival' .... mommy ...
is about to double down..
not coz she feels like it...

coz her page 3 personna : demands it..
the 'success' : depends on it..
the fake frens and familia : 'precious' to her...

it is fear of losing : the things which look 'nice'...

if she looks at time spend and money : where it went..
she ll notice a pattern..

it never stayed...it went away..
she is chasing it : as she is losing it..

the pretty of ego and mirror..
hides the 'intents' of it..
another day : another win : some 'silence'.

That is a house worth fighting for : living for.
coz the loudness of amit and tards...with isolation from her 'frens' of ego..
has left her alone : helpless and wearing a mask of leader..

she has to 'act'...
and she ll repeat a pattern..
coz she is reduced to a toy of few lesser men : who call her 'queen'..

...it is just telling the rival : she aint 'ready'.....
she never would be...
what she is fighting for : she hardly knows.
but fight : she ll..

thats her 'purpose'

further thoughts...

i think its the ego : of not being chased, being 'blunt' about it..
and then : finally acknowledging the stupid game which baldies created - compete.

compete is logical : it doesnt end well for the 'shield' of baldies.
cowards hiding behind woman.

1 lil fact : peeps 'laugh' gossip and then : go back to their eat poop sleep babies life..
the 'freedom' : is making sure these kinds : dont matter..
dey dont matter to me : in capitalism, in physical freedom, intents..

thats me being 'rich' : already.
love : is only a 'choice' after that...before that : its a 'need' : a carrot / lure.

honestly : i think veronicas are much clever/crafty : than u ll ever acknowledge..in their innocent eyes 😵‍💫
ie : balance of 'twin flames' 😵‍💫