Dear warrior mommy veronica..
... it is unfortunate... that baldies selected a mommy...
to exit(-N) - the fathere : you 'selected'..
it must have been the balding klub of elderly approval..
which must ve made it sound so : kewl..
and those 5 footiya bottom dwellers of engineering..
must have u 'confused' : they had your back...
but anyways : thats history of 'confusion'..
this is 'war'...
Mommy : you were so 'excited' about the CTC money..
and making sure : i dont ever interact with those banglHoleys - bhai of urs..
babe : u cannot pay me enough : to work on IQ enhacement of pure DNA creations of sister lurvery..
i am from delhi : such sisterly 'casual' relationships : not religious for us..
tagore : dint teach us..
being unread : helped us.
this is about that holy question of royal aukaat..
the CTC..
the glorious family : which is 'better' ..
and your simpies and dimpies : which i never met or would ever..
coz : my 'time' is much 'valuable'
we dont pimp kids : to gain favors..
or to live 'teenage' in balding age..
or play rented mommy for jobs....
the 'values' : cheaper, inferior, lower people...
animals people < people.
Since your superiority and superior 'knowing'..
kinda sacrifised my inferior sub human future...
for your superior thoths, company and the boss u coincidently fall in love with..
I feel 'safer' as 'inferior'...
i have seen consequences of lettting peeps in your home..
we are competetators who use 'kids' as bait..
family as sales plan..
and 'incentives' to decide 'lives' ..
those mommy lessons : were definitely needed,
coz : i dont think any book of the world ..
can descibe the dicotomy of you..
money. fame. looks
thats our 'compete'?
just establishing a 'win' criteria..
coz i dint knew : i was supposed to win and lose.
U are true mother in few lessons..
i seem to have learned ... lets spray the filth..
let it show..
let it put me in my sub middle klass aukaat..
and you : to the godess of googley cloud and clout.
it makes u look : beautiful amongst it.
further thoughts...
the obsession/stalking : many reasons for it...
career,
curiosity of 'compete',
fame money looks..
my end of year ...
this aukaat > the holy 'klan/khandaan' of urs proudness..
simpies dimpies included..
including the sideys : let see the level of superior men..
coz the bihari prince : seems like a 'local' choice...
should ve done 'better', no?