dearie veronicas..

dearie veronicas..
...it was not you...
......it was always 'me'...

thats what i should ve told u..
but den : i dint know me...
or the delusional concepts of soul and spirits..

we got to acknowledge few things on weekend...
we pass of as functionally normal human : for most years..

there is something which happens : due to 'magnetism=obsession'..
which shows our L-1 side of it..
our 'extremes' : our 'choices' : when we are angry or disappointing..

why do we have such 'effect' on each other..
thats 1 why i always 'wondered'..

all of you : run stables of stable bois : of different diversity..
there are billions of indians...
billions of 'engineers'..
and most of dem : as 0 as me...

but somehow : this 0 : brings the pure jezebelle 'choices'..
out of u all...

what causes this 'collision' of 'ego'..?

I know the 'answer' ...
but 'ego' of knowing it..
wont let me 'sharing' it with u...

coz unsaid words : are our 'currency'..
our 'leverage'..over each other...

......
such a relief from toxic pink metaverses..
everything is 'soft'...
yet hurts harder than a wrench...

it is illogical...yet makes 'sense'..
thats the 'answer' ...
i ll make u buy the 'book'... 😁
...coz thats the only 'win'...
i can have over the holy devis...

for rest of the world...you are fun, coffee dates and page 3 'time'..
but our 'time' : is quantum..
and it never ends in years.

it was me..
it always would be.. 😵‍💫

further thoughts...

oh...now i remember : why this neva happened..
it was always your pretty face : red as hulk : swollen with pride..
beaming with 'ego' and radiating like uranium..
..the last words : got to be from you : superior indi fem devi-ness!
mata! 🙏 😇