i am aware of my debt to kids..
and my 'abilities' of it...
my choices : have been many...
but 0-ness is about making 'good' choices..
i have realized few things...
it doesnt take much ... for an 'event' to change your life..
your 'values' or choices to come.
sometimes : we dont understand it...
and when we do : we call it 'learning' or experience.
on 1 face of it : i am burning baldies metaverse..
there would be lot of 'emotions, bleh blah, pent up private anger'..
lots of page 3 'filth'..
my focus : is somewhere else..
using as little as possible to make something : lasting ..
not as a 'fancy prudish page 3 bleh blah'...
we have gotten accustomed to as : intelligence..
but a basic respect of people's time..
sparking a curiosity of how..
and the mind : would do the solving..
the 'time' of it : is only the parameter which matters in experience..
i dont think we live in an era : where we can 'teach' any1 : anything..
but in an era : of logic : crudeness of it..
so short attention span : can listen to it..
and improve ..
coz improve : or degrade : both are spirals..
incremental, subtle in nature..
and years can go by : till the 'choice' seems like a different universe.
my constraints : is understanding this reality..
my reality : should not constraint the perspective of untainted future..
coz : thats : work : which fathers do..
and kids dont realize.
not coz we want/have to : its a duty.
further thoughts...
in my delusional mind - this is 'destroy' : coagulate..卍
solve is the swastika..卐 or my 'appropriation/simplification' of it = #