amit bro .... peeps dont know about 'fatherhood'...
the values of it : which made it : all possible and 'true'...
you abandoned your kids : for money...justified it as 'kewl'..and correct..
the 'money' : was the justification.
the idea of 'father' : is an imagination for an orphan..
i am technically : not born an orphan..
but became 1 : when i had to transition into '20s'..
for me : i dint know the definition of a father..
i knew a strict teacher...not the complete father..
so i really dint have an idea..
amit was definitely : superior.
the 'choice' was somewhat - logical...
i had to understand : what my father missed..
and my grandfather : did...
those were 18 months of 'darkness'...
finding a meaning of a 'word' : for which i had no 'reference' of base of..
for his duties : consumed pretty much the life of me..
and still : i failed : gloriously
that was the hack : the part which baldies exploited ever since i started working...
thats what makes it so dark : hollow words..
and pimping out skills : for their 2 dates with hawt $ veronica ...
It disgusts me...when these baldies give morality lessons..
for God : is a father.