for a while : i ve struggled : to close this out... 😆 ...

01 Jul 2025

for a while : i ve struggled : to close this out... 😆 ...
really : i did....then i started liking - amit's role in my life 😁
...for L2 purposes : sure the sensei and misus got a role..

The novels : are a foregone conclusion..

It is about 'purpose' of veronicas..
coz : i could not make any sense out of dem...just 3..
and 3 : was a lot!!

all of you : deserve lifetimes for your 'approval'..
but : i believe in purpose..

Purpose of veronicas...
was to really : train me..
keep me at my toes..
motivated...

it seems like a 'war'...and it is ..
but the only 'win' : seems to be the 'push'..
how far : a meek human : is able to push you along...

i think : you all were my counter to lazy-ness...
i dont likey page 3..
no interest in expensive stuff...

there is lil which can push me : beyond my limits of comfort..

i think : all you you : do just that..

thats your purpose in my life...

its not love...and definitely not a 'pointer' to reference when new amit gets ~

the reality : is complex : yet simple...

You all : were made to annoy me to reach : beyond this point..
really : i am absolutely sure about it. 😁

Those 'games' : were teens.

We have purpose now.
find urs : it should not be : bothering me.

i aint amit : it is written in 'name' - not daddie 😆

further thoughts...

the best 'feeling' : i can chose to 'not think' of any of you..
thats when u know : its out of your system..mind..etx.

for u : its a diff story : live it.