for me ... my 'break'...and 'plan' of it : quite literal..
i want to build it from ground up..
i think i ll earn more respect for me : as man..
and some new leanings : to build more and better..
it is a weird state of 'flow' to be in : new to me..
some different kind of challenges..
which look like opportunities..
a chance : to reclaim a legacy ..
and hack it : like a new() would do.
i really appreciate you all...
for i dont expect likeys : just not the guilt of not being a man : a father who dint do 'enough' : when he could have.
ideas : debugs : are that 'work' done..
engineers are many : debuggers are rare and 'weird' : made that way.
i need to be an engineer for few months.