In case sweetie veronica, sees this..
after few years, if she is not obsessive or curious or just 'competing'..
you are forgiven - always.
please keep your 'feelings' : to yourselves..
in now ..1 year after..
or 10 years after it...
it is not the hate : it is lack of anything..now or forever.
i do hope life treats you well..
and we dont get to ever think about each other.
i learned and revised : our happiness : different..
and even : language : quite different..
and 'choices' : perpendicular
the way we value our 'words' : different.
further thoughts...
the 'novels' : were my way of dealing with it..
now : dey seem : fun : even to me..
something good did come out of all the 'drama'
it is the 'mystery' ... randomness..
1nce that is gone : and money is the answer..
becomes difficult to respect any1.
btw : it was your 'love' which decided the 'resignation'...
it meant : more time with you : and i become more 'liable', guilty, involved and 'victim'.