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i must clarify a few things ..
which might ve caused : few misunderstandings..
all the bleh : was not about the google mommy..
strange as it may seem..
i tried to use my time well...
revisited some people...
who seemed scared ...
of their own path...
and mostly : some hidden pride which i may have hurt..
to have done somewhat : different..
there were few people : who really were supposed to be 'better'..
i dont want to make dem feel 'small'..by sounding it like 'pity'...
but a certain understanding : as i could see what was holding dem back..
it was 'approval'.
the dark truth of middle klass : was everywhere..
consuming them : their kids and future.
The hole veronica bleh : was my attempt to make few people ..
understand where their 'pride'..let them the wrong path..
it is mostly wrong people : and believing in dem..
and sometimes : dey are are the most trusted : parents..and siblings..
which hold them down : with toxic overaged love..
the office story : just flowed into it..
office veronica : dint really had any 'chance'..
the 'comfort' : was very visible.
entitlement : was her life : she deserved the amit 55.
it just became : too obvious, predictable and later on 'criminal'..
that game : is boring and dealing with baldies with 'law' of India..
that was never : happening.
It was about writing something : impactful..
a religion : of choices..
coz religions : are supposed to teach : choices..
but : all they end up doing : is teaching compliance to prophet..
prophets : are your baldies.
further thoughts...
pride is a classic 'sin'..
sounds - logical..
google veronica and i : never talked after 6pm...7 max..
mostly about work and money... It was the klassic 'controller' keeping the nerd : motivated...as puppa amit told the 'leader'.
with googlie veronica : i could almost sense her excitement : as i fed her some juicy bait..
she could not wait to run up to the 'gang' : to update them of new 'info'..
it was pathetic and predictable..i did wish she could see beyond her self destruction...but her 'choice' : her 'guilt' and her 'stories'...
i am an engineer..who dont depend on 'useless' liars with flat faces.