my choices as i see dem...
crucial 1s...
not persuing mtech - the plan ..
coz i thouth 0 btech is enough to earn self respect : petrol for my veronica caliber croma..
15K is what we got : thats all we needed...
few years : learned telco and muggary of it..
it just boils down to mugging protocols and literature written by superior evolved peeps...
it got boring ...sure there were satellites..
but for an engineer : they are just antennas - tx/rx..bytes and current of it..
sure exciting : but no game for 0 engineer..
so created a new product : which baldies ate in their 5 foots fytness..
my choice : claiming a 'telco' title..
binod : expected it, counted on it..
pre-empted my 'hanging' around ; whining for his balding 'approval'..
it got real boring : i dint want to live a pond where tech is run by win 98..
so apps were game..
that was a lesson in size of ego..
this baldies' son : as wimpie as they come..
his 'win' : was he becoming 120 kg of weedie ironman..
great lessons : in leadership and phy/op of it ..
father and kukness of lessons : a bane of blood..
then google baldies : were like a crash course of faith..
i didnt really 'win'..
coz my win : was 'horizontal'..
not becoming a king baldie in some 'veronica' tap area ; some papers of it..
it was total lurv for page 3 : really..
and it was cultivated : gradually...
a product of 'success' : a side effect of it..
a balance : which i ignored..
coz the 'rise' has to be 'balanced' ..
it is the cockroach jar : where veronicas deem universal beuts at 40 with a kid to boot..
with bonus of superior father figures and expectations..
there are saner people around : who live 'times' ..
their metaverses : are wider and global..
coz they need to be..
for the metaverse of ego : is rarely > 100 peeps..
for page 3 existence : any googley 'head' : should get 100 likies ..
for any 1 likey a 0 delusional 'engineer' gets..
for a guy who knows his 'purpose' : delusions of it..
and money to boot it..
it gets real delusional : why do i need these peeps around?
dont i respect time aka life?