Well : no gestalt is 'complete'...
if it cant get some 'closure' for my 0 bois...
ageless : amit bro or his minnie me : or the veronicas...
this is cruel capitalistic..
but the irony of it : an executable run by operating system of capitalism..
is just denying the logic of it..
Level of Veronicas ... capitalism and love.
Age of teens : expectations : no limits..
The middle klass is wide and large..
and kids : dont really understand the 'religion and design of it..
so this veronica : was all cute and wide eyed..
her 'band' of stable boi <----------- veronica ----> sigma amit..
was bound by 'time'..
teens are about function of money : and moments it can create...
it is the bollywood /teens today /mtv ...which made her imagination..
set the limits..
she was L1 : with aspirations of page 3 suraj bharjhantiya family..
which is always money = functions = happiness.
L1 : money
L2 : expectations
a function and dependency of money and approval of society it buys.
The global veronica..
clearly L2 : in money..
could buy people and fund their generations..with love and money..
but she wont...she is repelled by thouth of needy peeps..
she is charitable...but love is not charity...
and charity is not love...
she looks for L2 Level amit...
but amits : always looking for L0 love : when dey have L2 money...
their L2 money : is agony of finding out how useless it is..
She wants an L1 family love..
with L2 money..
dint happen..
The leo manitcore was the most rare combination
L2 money : pretense of it
L2 Love : fame and pretense of it..
reality : her love was L0 approval and levels...
L1 family was her lure, which was an illusion : coz for her 'beliefs'..
she believed she was L2 : in surname, history, husband s and future of dem..
coz 'google' temp money : was the ultimate validation.
see...not so 'hurtful'...when 'layers' of life..
or this gestalt of logic : is used ..
as far as me ..
i think i was always L0 : and my L1 is different : capitalistic and logic..
sure family is there...but its a balance : logic has to be used...
...coz its boring for me now... 😊
further thoughts...
it is a 'loop' : if 'feels' painted by bolly/news/insta...and driven by 'desire' to 'achieve' it...
the desire is L0, 1 or 2..
and the actions : similar..
the words : totally opposite.
dont worry : all the 'mystery' of it : would vanish 1nce i finish the 'gestalt' of # - swastika with choices in time.