dearie veronicas...
there is a reason : i ended up writing much about leo manticore..
dont take it as 'offense' 😁
it was the sheer 'intent'..
all of you - trained me well for 'rejection' and 'humility'..
all of you : wanted me broken..emotionally and < your current amit..
those games : still logical..
but the googley game : was different..
it was meant for exit(-N)
that was : quite different..
sure : all of your amits : wish the same 😊
but this was : quite real.
I dont want to include you all with - diya the mommy manticore..
but it 'felt' similar : the rejection and all..
i never really got the limit of it..
coz : all of you : were still human..
this was 'nice' er!
i really cant make sense out of it..
on any levels..
but : consider this my 'gratitude'..
to know : atleast the nature of it..
and thats : what made it 'necessary'.
This amit was different : the veronica : lowest..
i cant include you all : with grace ... in anger and resentment..
to this 'low'.
thanks for the 'moments'...
this 'iteration' : really made me 'grow up' 🙂