Look - u were about to be 'fired'...
..it was happening anyways...
... i liked u...dint love u...
and i was hired by amit...
had a lil crush too...
and u know : i was flirting with every1..
it was just my way : to make some name for myself..
so : in season 2 : when kirand decided - you are a danger to the brand /bizzness..
i played along : i had no option..
kicking u when u were down..orphan and broken hand ...
was 'hard'...
coz i did think of it...
but then : it was unprofessional and unprofitable..
and there were so many rich good looking people around..
boss : was there..
and after that : since choice was made...
i had to follow it...
parties were nice..
and ciagras : u knew i had a 'attraction' to it...
so it happened : ok, i feel extremely guilty about it..
writing bad things about you ; defaming your character : was not 'personal'..
it was just work...
i always knew : u ll survive ...
thats why i accused you : of 'tagetting me' of my billions of banglahole queen $...
i had to make it 'cheap'...so u 'learn' from it...
anyways ; i needed a 'man' to raise a kid...
it was an immidiate requirement...
so amit : worked out great : parties, ciagras, part time daddy/daddie...
it was me living life..which was denied to me from girls college..
few mistakes and teenage was never lived...
i hope its all twisted ...and sounds horrible..
makes u believe love = hate..
but u lived!!
it was my secret hockussy poccussy love : which powered u through it..
u mah twin flame!!
.....
amit bro : she is thinking or delusions delievered me a 'letter'..
i dont know : its friday.!!
anon letter!!
no love : justifications!!
we so look forward to love - justifications. 😆
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ghazals : and the idea of 'past'...seems much better...
that was past ... it was nice..