I hate to admit it...
but last few years : made me revisit a lot of lessons..
...it was like some force was testing me : if i have learned all my lessons..
in earnest.
it takes some discernment..
not to get worked off by lower worth individuals..
desperate to create 'value' off your life..
coz the oldies : dint use their time well.
money : is an indicator of it..
but its not everything..
siblings, religion backed marriage, cancer balls -emotions and all..
and to top it all : single mommies run by baldies and their 'worth'...
with all my material wealth : stolen by dem..
including past and future..
some google gora : decided 'treason' should be rewarded..
and i deserve ll that : planned 'attacks'...under veil of corporate NDA
my choices : fight and lose my life ..
the win : win over baldies..
and lose years of life..
It took a big yet final 'choice'..
i wont get consumed in baldie wars..
and become a baldie..
the principal is old : taught in arcade..
..you are as good as your 'opponent'..
it makes ultimate sense ..
the feel of 'win' : is gone if you play with a newbie..
...it downgrades you...
time is wasted..
it called for 'faith'..in myself..
the lessons of 40 years...
tested in 4 years...
i passed...
all xoz : akuma never fights beyond his level..
its not fair..in nature and in skill...
it is the principal which makes an akuma..
never fight with 'weak'..
fight with 'worthy'.