about frens and familia..
their 'use' of me and my understanding of dem..
became quite clear..
when this all started...
people told me : i was too busy..
to proud to ask for 'help'..
i took the 'feedback'..
asked them for help..
but they were too busy ...earning 30L - 40 L in few 20 years..
their 'value' of their lives..
was irrational..
my 1 cr / year : was flukky..
and their aged likeys..were valuable..
coz they ll call..
ask it all : for hours..
support on phone : kukness online.
they had nothing : no history, no credit no titles or engineering..
just a pile on of page 3 masala..
wasting 'time'..
those were human 'liabilities'..
their 'cost' : infinite..
coz : dey are not just time holes..
they are -ve investments..
who will fan rumours..
waste their 'time'..
and no engineering..
just to make sure : they appear superior..
and socially superior in their subseviant 'surnamed' lives.
thats the social paged 3 gutter of middle klass ..dense, viscous..
and unrelenting..
IIT exams never get over for dem..
just : the skills are kukness : and tools of common lcm of religion and incompetence of surnames, skin and neigborhoods.