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Hey baldies...
you are not the first baldies : who got J...
...i feel people make up things ... to feel better about themselves..
I have been noticing it ...for quite some time...
share things/skills with people ... they get jealous...
they wont tell u : but they ll get jealous..
i never really understood it..
in earlier years : maybe it was veronicas..
whenever veronicas come : they bring amits with dem..
the slightly rich, better surname.. and few similarly entitled hyenas..
i dont really like crowds..i move on ..
this has happened : all my life..
skool friends : typical middle klass products..
jealous of it all : the veronicas, the laziness which with i make 'choices'..
and how it works out...almost like 'easy'...
I fail to understand : why they feel this way...
all i did : is work enough to solve for problems..
it was this 'knack' of solving problems..
which made them feel - small.
jobs : money : fame : travel..
i did not really realize : how much i was bothering the swamp..
in which i was born, grew out of.
It is their continued jealousy, with 'focus' on me..
which drained all their lives..
most of dem - typical companies avg products..
not coz dey are : they 'chose' it..
in safe choices.
As it got older...they didnot have any logic or 'results'..
to remain part of my 'time'..
but their own spouses, kids and general progression in life..
started bothering them even more.
Most of these people : had families..parents ..kids..
lots of human id power...
similar to dem : but they never 'worked' to elevate each other..
i never really understood...they had all the ingredients of happiness..
but dey were never happy..
always whining, always waiting..
always blaming luck - boss/colleague/circumstances.
god loving by default, wont have alkuhul..or even non veg.
they became angry with god : as they aged..
not coz they dint grew : they had to grow more than me.
solitude : was my debug...
i always loved it..
but was denied : coz the middle class world : is always on fire..
they never own the choices..
yet always feel guilty..
it seemed like the size of compete in India..
gave them a permanant reason to justify mediocrity..
i watched it for few decades..
not that i wanted to...
i had to..
listen to dem, help dem...
i lost a lot of time : a lot of loyal dogs which i could ve helped.
my choice was simple..
i ll help dogs
not men who are below dem.
nothing really complicated about it...
so keep trying ...
it is 'working' 😝
you are a good...fuel...