napolean complex : is quite real...

29 May 2025

napolean complex : is quite real...
i ve seen enough leaders : to understand the severity of it..

the pattern : is being a 'provider'..
but page 3 : society / religion : makes 1 a 'god'..

the 'scope' of 'god-ness' : has to increase with 'experience'

with the google googlies and huggies pioneers..
it was apparent ...

these peeps took obvious 'offense' to 'evolution'..
my being 'new' and 'optimal' about it..

took away some sort of 'sheen'..
coz they all assumed the godness after society of page 3 kudos..
had the 'uglies' had winners if the complied as coders of diff kinds..of kewls.

it was 'easy' for me...
i dont know why...
maybe it was my computer teacher..who taught me kewls with logic..
or the english teacher : who taught me intonation and intent with delusions..

or the physics teacher : who did maintain a presence of god in physics..

or maybe the navy leader : who lived life by 'now' : happy and optimistic..
balancing pre lunch drinks with post lunch : focus on code/work..

or maybe my career mommy : who juggled N teams with ease..
yet being caring : more than any indi leader...

it is lots of things..
but mentors : just 1% of them.