amit bro...
this week : is going to be : awesome..
...it is just a feeling which i have...
this is about 'her'.
i dont think u ll ever get 'her'..
not in perfect sense of the word
it was like she was hurt really bad..
in her early years..
and she told herselves..
she ll be hurt again...if she opens up again..
thats what "growing up" was for her
when we started working ...
it was forced by 'management'..
there was no 'common'...skills, know or anything really..
different people : different skills : with difficult hopeless tasks..
we thought of it as 'play'...
she was a kid again..
living those moments..
trying to create and test those scenarios..
i think : she was 'happy' with her inner child : feeling safe..
for some time..
the 'wins' of 'projects'..
were the validation : she could be 'her'..and happy.
You were the 'control' : the reality : the father figure..
u reminded her : what happens when she is 'spontaneous'.
and you were right : she believed in it..
those moments : were real and unbiased..
with boss and bosses : telling her : this wont 'succeed'.
she believed you.
invested her belief in you.
it has been some years now..
i dint change..
you changed her hole life and future : to 'prove' your religion.
she knew what was real and possible
she knows now : what is unreal and impossible..
to 'understand' her...requires 'time'...
for the 'pretty' has decided her 'choices'.
your view of her : physical and control..
but now : she is your choices : and you logic..
thats 1 scar : which your super-successful page 3 lives cant take away...
her soul know it...
she feels it...
and there is nothing anyone can do about it..
it is history : a choice to become a baldie...
not the 'her'..she saw...rich and happy... and possible.
the 'imagination' is what haunts her..
it became 'real' for few moments..
and now..just 'imagination'
u did good amit..really. 🙂