baldies...the thing about this 'journey'..
is being lone...to construct a new path..
a new path : requires burning the jungle ..
and testing its 'strength' ...
it is not about 'being faster' to reach the destination..
but being fast enough..
to run some 'tests'..
we are at end of a path..
the further journey : would continue..
when i am done - 'chilling'.
i planned it : without any low iq 'randomness'..
i ve realized : peeps stop 'growing' after they get their 1st 'success'
their 1st pattern : how did they 'win'.
sometimes : the wins are ball polishing, beejay, hotel corporate 'enlightenment'
thats why i know : you baldies wont ever 'evolve'..
it is the 'safety net' of similar baldies : values : which u cultivate.
all of those people who surround urselves with : all do similar things..
and will do similar algos : to succeed : to 'win' via your 'approval'..
and 'tricks' as you teach dem
when i realized this : few years back..
i validated this algo : with all the peeps around..
skool : was an ideal debug point..
frens : they remained 'failures' : same values, but deceit to make 'success'
their affairs, marriages : state of dem..
exactly like they were in their 18s...
then : it was a joke..
now their lives are jokes : which are not funny
my lesson : was absolutely clear..
i needed to be stubborn about 'values'..
and flexible about 'time'
'time' : is what solves it all...
my 'work' : wont ever change in 'values'..
but would change in 'results'..
coz results are just time x values x N peeps...
N peeps : can be added : when 'core' is solid.
now 'core' is solid.
the kernel : works : in most testing circumstances.
The thing : which all this is : is a 'gestalt' of 'choices'
thats all we do : thats all we ll ever do..
make 'choices'
and i am here to take the 'fear' out of making those..
that : is learned early...takes 'time' for it to become 'faith'
when 'faith' is formed : the rest is just : results.
....forfeit the game...
....befor some1 takes you out of the frame...
...
feel it.