the most fascinating character of hindu 'sharma' - men..
ajay sharma..
daddy and bro : open a insurance scam..
and they earn dharmic money for it..
sure the senior sharma : died the deserving death..
and the brother : a walking heartattack : who lives on stolen karma
of insurance fraud..
but ajay sharma : the proud mommy's boi..
never grew into a man..
went to jail : like a genius
for years..
leaving his 'daughter' to be protected by some1 else
being convicted : normal corporate life was not possible ..
it is not like the guy had any career or anything : just niit course..
and some cobol traditional job..
but all that hint of success went away with conviction..
when finally releases : a broken man came out
who was trying to play 'rama'..
but unable to bear what jail did to him ..
he lost respect, for himselves..
which showed in actions...
his 'values' broke..
the silence and smiles : were hiding a monster inside..
broken bitter shell of a man..
who knew his wife wore the pants..in house and outside it..
knowing the 'wife'..
he never really knew a covert narcassist who is 'intelligent' enought to assume..
others are not...
the default feminism and hinduism with brit laws and traditional place of 'devi'..
gave her an unbeatable cover..
for years ajay bichara : was scape goated..
delibrately : by his wife..
coz 'logic' : never really dispenses from mommy's ghagra..
he never really figured it out ..
his wife was her husband..
who wanted to feel better ..
by influencing others ..
by sowing doubt..
appearing 'intelligent'..
and 24x7 hawk eye on all her targets..
1 business blew more self respect than money..
2 blew the remaining 'man'..
3 rd failure : a struggling actor in 50s..
this is meant to be grand success...
coz, like always.. he was never 'logical'..
a teenage love story : turned to lifelong bondage.
Marriage : a cover to obey and keep silent.
a dog : is always loyal to his master.
I think we will debut ajay sharma as banglaHole green movie actor..
old vs new kinds..
coz the guy and his mimickly of peeps who threatened his 'man'..
became his subjects..
and thats the most 'sharma' thing i know..
a man who never earned any money..
yet prays : and god doesnt listen..
coz man was created for purpose..
purpose becomes praying : coz god made you for a purpose.
further thoughts...
i kinda 'donated' my inheritance for 'incapable' men.. 😁
a sort of charity..
the least i can do : is teach the kid : history and values..
coz some1 : had to father her : then and even now.
sure they dint ask for the donation : just tried their best : that they dont have to 'ask' : coz that would be 'aukaat' .