Shri A. Kumar "sir"..
i think : people love you...
i definitely do ...
//wrote more about amit than veronica...just some syd realizations
this love : is weird..
i think my worst trait is my best quality..
i like fixing things.
all veronicas/frens/familia : all were 'broken'..
ego : compensated for it.
what broke them?
i think success - not having enough of it..
or 'hating' the asymmetric distribution of 'opportunities'.
thats why : i think you are really the 'hero' in all this..
really : people like 'unique'..
unique makes stories.
at some point in your rather 'unique' life..
the syd realization would be..
this is the 'high' of your limited safe balding 'rich' living.
the thing which really made this : a debug..
was the 'loss'..
for me : it was fascinating...
to be detached from my 'good life'...title, money , veronicas etx.
but what became fascinating later on ..
was the 'choice'.
it shows what 'success' means to a person..
and what counts as 'right' for that success
If i were veronica, i might ve 'calculated' too...
we were there for 'money' from 'work'..
being 'logical' : was the pre-requisite.
so veronicas : calculating 'win' : was not really 'random'..
the random was the size of 'ego'..
of the both 'twin flames'..
their unity
for money
for family
and surity of it.
she chose a better 'father'?
thats where i got 'delusional'..
was i a good father?
or should i try to be better?
i was definitely : not perceived as 1..
and that : was my 'choice'.. decided few years back.
Thats my 'win'.
and that win - is price-less.
U ll realize : someday : when the 486 cools down.
It might ve made u a better man : if you learn from it.
i think the kids : need those sort of priorities..
not kuk wars.
further thoughts...
we live in syd world ... amit the hyena's tail : would take this as 'challenge'... 😁
and ape this too..
abe kab sudhrega?