baldies..and pappus..
in fakey spiritual terms...
..the juice which your body/mind/soul is producing right now..
is fear anxiety anger rage etx...
remember : i talked about addiction..
we get addicted : to weird stuff...
it is all mental ... at some level.
It is about a spiritual balance..
hacking feels...
a man : is made of both broad choices..
happy or syd... at the absolute lowest level..
how we balance it : is the zen mode..
few moments of it...
it gets complex...
1 can do all this 'work' for himselves and hence his metaverse..
but we are in weird times..
when somehow : our metaverse collided on values..
ideas of success
identity
and control..who is allowed to be 'successful' and 'respectable'
i talk about religion ... it is not as people interpret it to be..
it is simpler...
devil or its modern runtime : baal/baphomet and his kids jezebelles of diff kinds of 'lust'..
deserve to live..
thats their deal
earth is a choice skool..
they have an equal right to 'influence' as much as the other side..
there is no absolute 'good' or 'byd'..
just times and relativity of 'lives' : common sense things..
by all this ... i am making up for some ancient karma..
you all : are feeding this ancient father of yours..
in your acts : jealousy, sin, lying debauchary etx.
my father : is different..
he teaches : coz he made me all capable..
just choice and time are the limits..
they are things which i cant control..
but understand..
when u understand 'choices' at all levels..
certain things are easy..
and 'choices' become lives.
u are feeding baal on my regards..
i understand him as force or need of this world..
no hate : just his 'purpose.