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we all have our jokes..
the biggest joke : was these peeps
expecting me to 'fight' for their company.. 😂
diya : expected me to chase her..
frens/familia : thoth i need their approval to get respect ..
and they all stole money / inheritance /opportunities...
to make sure it happens..
even with that money - perception, opportunities, relationships...
it was the same old pattern...
inducting useless in my life : for 'pride'.
hence : all this ... coz this would repeat in next generations..
eat poop pride bleh page 3 : self satiating with 'approval'..
= 'indian'
being googler : was the same..
the same 'indians' : demeaning each other..
apart from 'cloud' ...the rather practical example would be linux at google..
it was considered 'strange' : a linux lappy : was 'abnormal'..
peeps would rather have 'apple bleh'...to appear 'rich'..
rather than functionality of a 0 ... linux desktop..
it was a reminder : 'indians' are sold for 'perception'..
rather than ideas or potential.
that company : demeaned 'indian'
all living examples of limits of 'indian'.
they all come against me : but 'now'..
is something of a 'conclusion'...
patterns/algos : hard to deny...
hence putting this out in open - superiority of stealing..
and this googley cockroach jar : is no different at all...
they all : mediocre : yet define 'perfect' for you.
my perfect : is not a 'thing'..
it a feeling : got nothing to do with 'looks'...
but 'choices'.