dear chachi 'diya'...
i dint want to share this : feels quite 'savage'...
but u never learned or even behaved..
kids are future : which are formed by our 'choices'..
they learn : much smarter than we give them credit for..
the kid : ours : are smart...
and deserve better ...
my kid : definitely deserves better than what i was..
in body, mind and circumstances..
to me : that has been a 'tradition'...
and that requires all the 'will' and purpose...
thats why : it became clear to me : u no familia...
it was small things : you shouting in your typical superior tone..
on the house help : who delayed your 'tea' ..
while you 'work' : gossiping / lying
my kid : deserves better..not me..
but he definitely does.
it was never about love at 40..
it was about an environment - a healthy environment..
which atleast, doesnt scar them in ways we were..
but you : were all 'superior' : proud..
hence all these 'choices'
you made 'good, senior' choices : thats you.
never me.
you and your simpies dimpies : were always 'forgiven'..
as long as : 1 dont pay a second for your 'choices'
i hope u feel proud : of your 'choices' and what made them..
i am quite proud...
i was raised this way ...happy about it.
we different : your true flame : is really some1 else.
thats as clear as it gets...thats how i wanted to end this...
in real.
novels : need some 'character' to dem : those would be different.
tc and have a great life.