kids....from most 'perspectives' : i dint have a 'nice' life...after 1999
it was difficult : at times...
it was the 'hobbies' which made it 'easy'...
i always had something to do...
something to explore, break or make...
the trickiest difference between happiness and sydness..
happiness
: is like a dessert
: it is yum
: a memory...but gets over rather fast
sydness : is like an invite to an addiction...
: consumes you
: 'time' seems to go slower
: lots of 'think'
it is too much to keep an objective perspective..
when u are going through it...
both take time...but the effect on peeps around : is radically different
sydness : is alone
it allows : debug
and it 'requires' focus : of different kinds...
understanding the 'loss'..
why of it...
and then : moving on to the next game
this is an attitude : build by sports...
fighting games : build your psych for such scenarios
fighting from corner : with 0 health : with hole world watching..
is something of a sensei move..
learn games : life is a game
: coz peeps do play around with others..
in fighting games : things are not so black and white
: just who was in better mood
: when both are 'sensei' levels
: thats the kind of 'compete' : 1 can feel inspired by...