dear veronicas...
i think you are 'hurt'...
not coz u did something - forbidden...
but coz : it dint work..
and 'money' : dint flow
and 'all bets' : on father figure baldies : failed
trust : seems to be 'broken'...
it seems : difficult : how so many baldies : can fail so miserably...
against a 0 guy...
i think you wanted a 'googley' hubby/partner.. - 'association'..
that seems - quite needy and approval seeking behavior...
but ; what if : that was your sole purpose?
purpose : is not about 'money' : but about 'feels'...
maybe : your purpose was to feel - 'desperation'?
...the same feels : which 'incept' in your 'victims'???
purpose : is a tricky thing : even xgooglers : seem to have it..
including 'fired' 1s.