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dear modlits2a,
it became confusing...
i ve known only egoistic veronicas...
we were single and rich then..
but this mommy googley veronica devi..
was different..
i dint know : we 'play games of parenting' in 40s..
i dint expect to get asked out..
after 'paying' for 13 years of 'religious marriage'..
i dint really care about google : it was just baldies..
but this 'asking out'...did had me confused..
i thought of it as .... it required - respect..
but i did not understand it was just 'silence'
that silence..was used to paint a lot of truths..
idiot
gullible
not a good 'commericial guy'
not a good man - perv, needy, chaser... and lot of things i dont know..
i dint want to know..
i know people : who burn others..for money..
rest all : is just 'reasons'.
but it was a good lesson : money and love : should be kept apart..
else its twin flame lurv : successful for others..
i am just coding for few days..
the elusive 'flow' : is back..
it is a weird silence : of not depending on any1 for 'approval'..
it feels good.
It is coming along...i have a good feeling about it..
a dirty stack..
now clean..
which is productive...
and for the cherry : amit is a living balding example ..
forever!!
and i ve come to realize...people like to whale on me...
please ask me : if ive been to prison or committed some crimes..
...i ve suffered many 🤣
tx sweets : letters seem better than 1 hr phone call 😘 😛