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1 of the reasons i invite 'ire' of frens and familia...
is confusion of 'equality'..
are neighbors : equal?
economically : they might be..
mentally : dont think so..
approval seeking : is no ingrained in our psych..
that most people : are quite concerned with 'knowing' /comparing themselves
compared lives : is quite shallow..
people seldom share their failures..
failures : seem to doom people to isolation.
which helps the failed.
evolve, learn.
but when the same failed : rise..
the reaction is still : weird
it is like people want to feel and be 'better' than the loser..
help : only seems limited to 'l0' : food and blood..
and their 'respect' shows : how they treat L0..
their true 'self'.
I started to understand the hidden, yet cultivated truth...
about capitalism x religion
capitalism wins when it supports religions or some contrived adaptation of it
money : behind it all : and not even 'much' of it..
just few crores.
The thing about this 'sunday'...
is different..
Feeling orphaned : living it repeatedly..
also does take that fear out of it...
it is not a good experience..actually the worst i can imagine.
coz it is simply a invite for all : to take advantage of it : show true colors
i know they all want page 3 association...
even after never helping society, me or any1..
and not even their kids : in their narcissistic page 3 : app/title view of world
giving up people : is quite easy ...
nesting : the urge of parents of people to provide a good family to a kid..
becomes 'tool' for control and raising of a hindu sheep..
by religion and movies and education.
leaving religion is actually leaving people who practiced it..
it is quite a good feeling.
i am still a 0..in money sense...
it provides a 'unique' moment..
which i dont think i ll ever revisit again.
i know they hate my work as much as me..
and me failing in my purpose..
is really their 'win'..
a test of true worth : rebuilt from 0
with 0 help
with 0 money
no alms
no inheritance
no surname
Who 'deserved' whom?
i know my answer : good games!!
just dont make it more 'shameful'..
by claiming 'credit'..
for literally - 0.
my path : scares people : cant be done by most.
try it : it takes a 0 🤣