there are some weekends - which bring back nostalgia
nostalgia of past - peeps and their version of 'happiness'..
it was so dang pathetic in hindsight...
family time is mostly gpu time...
but it all looks like cpu time..
not mine..
but theirs..hacking my gpu to use their cpu...
i never thought - recreating a new home : the journey of it ..
would be so worthwhile..
i know how it was 'hacked' and 'broken'..
it was from the 'inside'..
a pattern ... a generational pattern...
here is mind twister for u...
it is said by brit philosophers in pdf ..
we end up marrying our fathers/mothers..
//something pdf like that
the reality : is much complex..
we try to be as different from our parents..as 1 can be..
maybe the spouse/partner : learn the control mechanism from paternal controllers
to hack u ...
trying to replace the balding : with a new age version..
which would be same as prev gen : as it ages..
just few delusions : which set u free...