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There is a reason : self.exit(N) is absolutely not allowed in this religion..
..there is a story behind it ...not much logic..
just Indi L1 : how it 'decides' choices..
illogical, immoral : yet 'proud' choices : dharma choices..
they grey choices : when dharma compels u to do something needed..
yet not 'wanted'..
L1 seems like the 'reason' behind it all..
The story
a father ... a rebel father : trying to earn his freedom..
live his life...as he earned it
he was optimistic : this unkle..
he took his 2 kids to a suburban home..
trusting the society...
but society : and how it evolves in suburbs..
is quite subjective...
love happened, and losses happened..
suburb made it 'popular'..
society and its eyes : getting closer in judging the pretty veronica..
pretty veronica : unable to face the moment ...of karma..
for she was the apple of his eyes..
the best of him...he raised her as..
ignoring her missteps..
the issues of girl : often coincide with 'pride'..
making him a spiderman with a 0 family..
but that was not enough...for the girl of her family..
did a bit lot..
she knew it...
on 1 fine day...she tried it with sleeping pills...
only to be rescued...
only to be treated as 'soft'...
the spiderman did his part..
rescued her from death...
but he did die a few years later..
for her daughters' betrayal...
was too much for him to bear..
the world would know...
something gave in...
a heart attack..
and his duties and 'expectations' were 'inherited'...
consuming a family in 'soft' treatment...of a veronica..
making her prime...
knowing her 'weapons' ..
and the potency in them.
she lived : her father died : a soul sacrifise..
which destroyed his lineage..
every last bit of it..
even his 'wins' : clouded by the same 'she'..
suicides : have a cost : cost borne by 'habitus'.
all layers of it...
it is a purpose lost..
a hope lost
a religion of page 3 : doing working its algo of 'expectations' and 'approval'..
via surname, culture, religion - all useless guilt..