the worst part about 'self work' or 0 work...

26 Mar 2025

the worst part about 'self work' or 0 work...
it involves revisiting your most hurtful : losses

losses : which makes 1 feel : uncomfortable triggered..

the bravery it requires is time and honesty
...it is unpaid, non fun activity

It has lessons - about you.
deepest lessons : which no 1 would tell u.

Why : 1 feels syd, triggered etx...
is the 'quest'...
approval, ego, material cost, loss - perception, money...etx
they would all appear like 'reasons'..

thats good : for the 1st few revisits...

but after some time : when the 'emotion' is gone..
the thing which would remain : is 'choice' : you chose something : wrong..

which made it all fall apart..
where in the 'timeline' : which choice, which person..why..

would appear..
it wont be pleasant..
but it would be an answer.

a person, a quality, a belief, or 'advise'...

my way of alchemizing defeats/losses...

coz if u are reading this...u really havent 'lost'..

a computer, an internet connection and imagination...
thats all is needed... 🙀