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Gratitude : is not easy..
i dont mean it in a fruity way : be thankful for your 'rivals/enemies' kind...
thats just talking crazie : religious stuff.. 🙂
I am about real consequences .. and cost of it..
All the veronica 'teachers' : taught me different kinds of 'men'
i learned the complexity..
but its not about relationships : but how it ages :with time/feels
these 'relationships' when start ...were randomness...
Gratitude : is the feels : when you meet any amit/veronica..
happiness in 'time' : moments of it...
time and its capitalistic form : money : does factor in, and plays its part...
i dont really care about the 'win/loss' after 2 decades...
but how and what it means :
the 2 things : gratitude for meeting some1...
and 'choices'...
randomness/serendipity : made you meet some1 special..
and gratitude : is love and later on 'hate' : if it doesnt work out...
the feels of gratitude : changes ..
from happiness ... to sydness
This is the biggest mystery for me...
did it change 'i'..
or
'i' changed the definition of love
: from happiness to sydness...
It is a 'choice' : free will : after the feels have dampened down..
the irony of it : it is absolutely 'logical' : the after effects..
logic : really is needed : even if you meet love of your life : and live happily ever after..
or definitely : in a breakup : when 'mind' is forced to take over..for self preservation/ego.
...
//more on it later..this 1 is quite complex.
//the hindi version of 'randomness' : is a good copy...