I was repeating a pattern in my family
i debugged the 'why' of it...
it was a personal quest...
I understood the bitter truth...
my father's values : vision : was leading me to an exit..
self exit or mental exit..
wont matter.
The duty : was simple...
be around to raise the 'kid' : u created...
he was 0 : when it all started.
he is 8 now...
that was another 0....
becoming a 0 dad...
building it all up... alone...with hate of all.
the google thing : was a 'hope'..
hope : that it would be behind it all..
the same thing - again happened - the same pattern.
i was killed again.
but : i had to live...to fulfill a last duty...a pattern which i identified..
had stuck with me...since my 0...
it took - everything...
and i gave it all up...
i was reborn again - with a true 0
3 years old...this identity...
took my time..
patched my hacks, the reason for it...
the 1s' who created it...hiding behind it...
the people who wanted to skin me : wear it around as a win...
What remains with you : when you have nothing but 'debt' of duties...
u become closer to God.
and thats how i know...
It sounds bitter : takes me back...
to power of money...
and 'trust'.
i am not repeating that 0 again...
but make peeps pay for it...age irrespective..
so enjoy till time is there...
i know how to end it all...
in the same coin...
with much 'time'.
baldies sisters betti veronicas and whatever comes in between..
i really dont care : a 0 here.