for next set of delusional : beliefs : a pattern..
a pattern of all our 'choices'...
feels : work/play/nothing : etx..
our definition of happy / sad : is mostly a spiral...
either we grow out of it..
or grow into it .. : addictions/dependencies..
spiral : is kinda 0...
but not exactly ...
much nuanced : much difficult to notice : when 'time' is in flow..
coz then : it looks like sin/cos waves : out of sync.
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fraser_spiral_illusion