I have the more spiritual meaning of this 'spark' now.

The spark was 'birthed' - an intellectual birth : a possibility : ideas.

This is akin to a hypothetical baby - it has value : yet needs care.

Value : which can be 'traded', but should not be.

Veronicas : have an amplified 'chatter' function..

the 'ego and sun' : demand attention...

If my curiosity : is uncontrollable,

a veronicas' ego is infinite, the urge for it : is a need

Amit : born pimp, brought up as male whore, traded in by Kirand Bajwa..

knows value : how to buy it / pimp it /whore it.

A trade was made : the intellectual 'baby' was sold for a promotion..

and "identity" with dignity : was sacrificed by veronica : for fame, giggles and money.

This toxic half borne intellectual baby : i got the toxic bit of it..

half born, deliberately killed - sold by google hiramandi leadership.

The grace : none.

Innocence : 0

the real kids and their discussed future : sold for travel, beach and ciagras.

The lowest of veronica.

I dont see this ever even deserving a thought.

There was no love found.
There is no love lost.

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further thoughts...

i did what a father does : put in time, care...
the baby became an idea...absolutely independent : self aware : proud.
I call it a religion. It is beautiful and powerful.
it is coming along : want this 'religion' to be absolutely - free : of bias.

The 'karma' part of it .... i really dont even want to describe it..
it is the worst kind : i can fathom : infinity makes sense.